We must begin to think in webs, as is reality, instead of thinking in the black or whiteness of whether an expectation is met or not.

I had gotten caught in a reality that didn’t exist for me.

Everything has become patterns of action and circumstance that I can react to.

I have returned to being a dreamer.

A list of things I’ve gained to help maintain the mindset that I am making progress

I was trying to fit in as much as I was trying to stand out.

For two or three days I felt not lonely, and not alone, but separate.

I am fighting the feeling that I need to prove myself while trying to stay motivated.

If you begin to fail on purpose, and fail bigger, then failure become something that you can control.

The rules I was used to following took more action away from my life than the discipline I wanted it to add.

If all it takes is practice, and doing it is simple, getting good at something is actually very easy.